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Runnin out of time « Thread Started on Mar 1, 2007, 1:43pm »
I'm running out of time; No life lines, just hell of a lot of hard times; Runnin my fingers across the blood lines; Out of time, out of my damn mind, i know; There is one last place i wish to visit before i go; Choose my own casket, lay in it with a lunch basket; Or maybe to Tennessee sippin on hennesey; Aw hell what am i thinkin; Better to be dead then drinkin; I'll be happy knowing my blood will flow to the earth; Many dreams of layin in the back of a hearse; Many years obsessed with my own death, maybe even since birth; Many years thinking, even some times believing; That the "God" in which you trust, has made a mistake; I dream of over dosin on date rape; Every one makes mistakes, God is no different; You trust in who you must; Let me lust for my death; And its for the best that you; Keep your opinionated tongue to your self; I don't go on and on about church or loving superficial bull shit to you; So for fuck's sake dont do it to me; If i ever hear "put your trust in god" again; You best run in fear; When i get angry, even i fear the outcome; I come to lookin at a blood run; Still no light at the end; You want to talk about religion, go to the building with the bell on top; Let me die as i wish, the shit you say isn't worth piss; Hop in the lake; With cement bricks tied at your hips, As i turn an walk 3 clicks; Your cocky ignorance is bliss; When i die, dont cry; i can see it in your eyes; Waiting for my last day; Can't you see; Praying doesn't work; If it did i'd be dead a hundred times; Buried 6 feet deep with a bag of lime
« Last Edit: Mar 2, 2007, 8:24am by Dennis J. Jr »
I dont want none a my peeps caught up in none a beef
Joined: Dec 2004 Gender: Male Posts: 179 Karma: 2
My Vision « Reply #1 on Mar 1, 2007, 2:05pm »
I envision my own death; wondering why this suicidal mind state makes me think its the best; I'm not like the rest; i sit back, relax, then start thinkin of all the shit ive caused; pain and heartache i've begun; look in the mirror, slight tear in the eye; knowing they hate me; No need to wonder why; look at me; I'm a peice of shit, that aint a lie so dont even try; hopin i die soon, instead of livin a curse; I'm trapped in my own life; No where to run; Only thing is to die; Then walk into the darkness; The game of life has come to a close; Close the casket and back away; My mind has gone astray
« Last Edit: Mar 1, 2007, 2:06pm by Dennis J. Jr »
I dont want none a my peeps caught up in none a beef
Joined: Dec 2004 Gender: Male Posts: 179 Karma: 2
Violent Destruction « Reply #2 on Jun 26, 2007, 10:33pm »
Aint nothing more to this life other then violent crimes; Fully loaded nines and coke lines; Suicidal minds, bodies buried with lime; Nothing but a waste of fuckin time; Tough times and tired minds; All i wanna do is close the blinds; I can end my life, but there's no end to time; Take some rat poison and write one last rhyme; Bide my time, maybe do a few lines; My life wasnt by choice, against my will; Forced to live, yet shut out by society; Suicidal, some times homicidal; Suicide might be played out; So before i go i might take the whole fuckin block out; Maybe grab a few guns, start a few fires, take the entire city with me; Little kids screamin; Old people pleading for their lives; Thousands of bodies bleedin; Tires screechin; Gas tanks leakin; The smell of skin; Burning and peeling; Church goers fleeing; Seeing hell, realizing heaven was only a dream; A place that will never be seen